Sivalization

Me as a person always searched for a reason behind every single emotions that make you feel extremely happy or sad. A simple example would be the time of celebrations and get together with family / friends. I really enjoy good humor. Be it in a public place or from my best of friends. The point is, when you find time to sit alone or when your thoughts are wandering during a travel, there is a side of me that gets me thinking of all the good times and good laughs that I have had with my loved ones.   

There is a question that floats through in my mind asking “Why can’t each one of us find ways to stay in this state of mind all the time? Why can’t we retain this feeling of high energy and happiness through out the day even when your friends and family are not around? Then suddenly out of no where, all the disturbing thoughts creep in like the pathetic people you put up with in life, horrible office parties, wasted conversations with friend’s friend and the list goes on. But ultimately, things that brings smile on my face every time I think of are those good old times with my best of people and that I believe is the greener side of me that will keep me going. Any one else for that matter…